#depression #joblessguy #unemployed #suicidalthoughts
Felt really unproductive yesterday. Can't to the gym this week because I'm not getting sufficient sleep due to depression.
flat scooter tyre and malfunctioning shifter on my bicycle took up too much of my time. spent RM 50 at the zero shop to get the tube changed only to find out it was super easy to do.
Explained to sharon that I don't qualify for devops management roles because they require years of development experience. This added to my insecurities.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I want to get out of depression!
I don't want to end up being a selfish coward and ending it all! I can't because family needs me! Help me!!!
